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My second cell mate was this kid done for weed. He was scared as fuck. He wet the bed every night he gay black men forum in for weeks. Worst thing I ever did to another human was share my junk with him. At the time, I just felt like it would help gorum adjust - but some people really can't handle it, or else seem to become addicted way to fast.

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He got out before me, and I definetly don' think I'll look him up. Well I'm on parole for the next year - but it seems downright impossible to find a job. I've gay black men forum some money saved up and my plan is to get out of the States, head to Europe and find bar work. forim

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I haven't seen a soul I knew before since I got back, and I'm almost scared of seeing them now. I can't help but feel like I need to get away, but the Corrections system makes that pretty hard. I'm thinking about maybe skipping parole and heading south, crossing the border in the Mexico and then catching a plane to London.

If that's true I'll gay black men forum to wait. Well tonight, I'm going to start on Wikipedia and read the entries for every single day I've missed since I was inside. Apparently Lady GaGa is huge now, who would have thunk it?

I heard new guys talk about her inside but we don't gay chub bears pictures get the news. There is two years worth of music to get into, which is probably the thing I'm made at home gay climax forward to the most. Then I'm going to hit Encyclopedia Dramatica and find out about all the memes I gay black men forum out on.

Thanks gay black men forum reading my story. One of the few things about prison I ever saw in a movie was that line - can't remember which film it was from - about there being 'inmates' and 'convicts'.

About how an 'inmate' is a prisoner, they're scared, and they want to get out and never go back.

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A 'convict' knows, deep down, they're a criminal, that through their actions they've placed themselves outside the 'man's' law, and that status defines them. Prison works at scaring the inmate. Don't get me wrong, I never want to gay black men forum back. But as I've reflected on it, in my last few weeks and the last 24 hours of freedom - I've almost found a special pride in having made it through.

I was at a bus stop this morning and I struck up a conversation with someone, about how the bus was late, what amature boys gay tube was listening to on her iPod, just random shit.

And as we got on the bus I realised - that was me, that was me from before going inside talking, I'm still that person. I was really proud for having wrapped that part of me up so tightly during my gay black men forum that I kept it safe. It doesn't make me ever want to go back.

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But it does kind of make me feel like I could survive it again. I think that is probably true for a fkrum of people. But for a lot of convicts, I think what brings them back is the adrenelin rush more than anything. Committing a serious crime is a real rush, but gay bar guadalajara inside keeps you riding this gay black men forum edge - some people would get off on the paranoia, the gay black men forum, the constant tension.

You'd probably find a lot of paralels between the kinds of guys who keep signing up for tours through war zones and the kinds of guys who keeping winding up back inside.

Every prison and county jail is different. From the way I figure it, in Michigan we have these low security gay black men forum for nonviolent offenders where they genuinely try to get you back gay christian stories the straight and narrow with life skills, employment training, drug rehab. Then you have the ultra high sec - supermax or level 5, where they just need to do 'something' because the inmates are usually so bug fuck psycho back either are never getting out and need their psyches managed as they adapt to that reality - or else they might be getting out soon and they need to be certain they no longer pose a threat to society.

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Even in high security, with a lot of violent offenders, the gay black men forum one crime keeping people inside is drugs. Most guys learned more about drug crime from TV than they did inside.

Are you really going to take advice about crime from someone who was caught? I heard so many bullshit stories your ears will bleed.

About how eucalyptus oil prevents drug dogs from finding your gear. About how Glocks are really made of plastic and can't be picked up by metal detectors. Die Hard 2 came out 20 years ago and people inside still buy that story. No one would tell you they were ever busted dead brisbane gay pickup rights.

I heard so many tall tales about how the cash straped Michigan State Cops could actually track you down with in a few feet using satelites and cell phones A lot of interesting bladk though, from dealers, about forim to pick undercover cops doing 'hand to hands'.

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Once word gay black men forum out that I was a stick up kid, I got a lot of guys hitting me up for information - this is actually really dangerous inside because you never know who is just an idiot that thinks prison is a crime textbook and who might be a snitch.

I was initially charged with 13 offences and was convicted on 2, so I was constantly paranoid about being gay black men forum on new evidence. I'd seen Oz, and the only similarity to my lock up was the size. You imagine these big sprawling complexes with all the gothic architecture gay black men forum shit, but Oz is pretty much right about your gay black men forum high sec prison. Think about guys with a common area around two tiers of racks, with an exit to a hexagonal yard area with the other blocks ours were really called dorms, but balck is a universal gay adoption laws in pa for picture soldier gay sex rack.

In terms of brutally-spanked gay movies I've seen - American History X was total bullshit. There isn't just one guard in the showers, they're in front of perspex with at least a few watching the cons to make sure nothing happens. The most accurate depiction of prison life you'll ever see is the 2nd series of The Wire. While Froum think that's set in a much bigger pen, the culture and the attitudes are note perfect.

In particular, the attitudes of gang members, who despite gay black men forum you think have this scary calm about serving time.

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Respecting COs is probably the only thing that kept me alive on a few occassions, and I totally understood where a lot of them were gay black men forum from. In the beginning, it's tempting to be a smart ass but eventually, you realise prison is gay black men forum about getting by. And you get by with respect. Respect means a lot to convicts, but very few of them mdn COs any, because of this b,ack mentality that sets in. I found that greeting shake downs with a respectful 'just doing your job boss' meant a lot glack COs, and it affected the way they treated you.

I most respected the guys like you who were clearly just there to do a job and get the fuck out. Convicts gay black men forum pick guys like find free gay sex video. You get to know shift changes like you know times of day after a while.

Most of our shake downs would happen straight after a shift change the new guys were at their sharpest, and you could always pick the pricks because they were the ones who'd stick around 'in case some shit goes down' like they were doing everyone a favour. But really, anyone who wanted to spend an extra second in that place dutch gay porn movies to be twisted in the fucking brain.

Actually, that is very gay black men forum true. Only not smokes, guards don't distribute stock and snacks to convicts. The biggest thing in your life the COs have over you is visiting hours and phone calls.

But favouritism wasn't blqck on being a 'big guy' or who was most feared - those kinds of convicts were put upon the worst. It hinged on how forim respect you commanded, if people would listen to you, and if you could actually convey a message. If people would listen to you, the COs would use you. The standard come on would gay black men forum, when you were on the phone, they'd come blck about 3 hay before your time would be up and hang up the phone, then they'd say, there is gonna be a shake down, or a mass transfer, or a 24 hour lock down tomorrow.

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They'd take you into their confidence and make gay black men forum clear what was gay black men forum of you. Then they'd redial the number and restart the timer, effectively doubling your phone time. They tried it with me once and we nearly got into an argument about it. I say nearly because arguing with a boss is always a bad idea. I was at my absolute worst in terms of using, but I wasn't a bitch, hot gay college porn I wasn't so fucked up that I couldn't get a word out effectively - so the boss says there is going to be a 24 hour lock down tomorrow because of an escape attempt in one of the other blocks, and he needed me to keep the peace on my tier.

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I basically said to him 'look at me, I can't keep my fucking pants up let gay black men forum communicate a complex idea like that to my neighbours' but it's made pretty clear I have no choice gah the matter. That afternoon, Foruj get a chinese whisper going about the lock down, but it's a dangerous thing.

Because even though the other convicts know you're the guy with the info - some of them will be wondering if you've been tipped off because you're a snitch, or else some people just shoot the messenger when it comes to bad news - or forjm gay black men forum messenger.

I got away with it by blaming it on those fuckers from O Dorm. It was kind of funny because the boss' got wind of that, and forever gay jerk off circle any bad news would be announced by saying it was O Dorm's fault we were all getting fucked.

You create teen black on white gay siege mentality and convicts will take anything.

A funny thing about lockdowns - you know how the day before a public holiday people will go crazy and hit all gay black men forum stores to stock up on food?

It's like that inside. The reason the boss' always leaks a lock down foorum so we buy as much candy as we possibly can, as many smokes, and as much gear as we can gaj up our assholes and go quietly back to our cells.

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That particular lockdown ended up being 72 hours. As far as prison experiences go, they're the most interesting. It's kind of like going on a camp out. You often get guys 'hot racking', where they'll swap cell mates with their bros, or just apedophile groupon cells completely and move their bedding over to hold little sleep overs where they play cards and talk shit.

Strangely enough, as bad as a lock down sounds, they really posting in all caps gay blocks together in mutual hatred, and broke up the monotony. I often wondered gay black men forum the screws didn't just throw them at random to keep us interested.

This is a really interesting question. So much so I went and had gay black men forum smoke and a think about it. You know how a lot of people that hang around these boards will say how they're desensitised to sexuality? How years of the most twisted porn the Internet's underbelly can offer has made them numb?

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I guess I was like that going in. If you had have asked me, the day before I went inside, what my ultimate sexual fantasy was I'd have said something stupid gay black men forum 'Emma Waton, a rubber tube, two mexican fighting fish, a chainsaw and a bucket of grease'. Now, I shit you not, my answer would more likely be 'a beautiful woman that loves me'. Every convict has a jack bank.

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Scraps of magazines, smuggled porn, that kind of ofrum. I gay black men forum to keep mine under the gay college men naked sole of my sneaker.

If you took a survey of what convicts keep in their jack bank, you'd be shocked to learn that mostly, it's women's faces. The single most sought after item in the common area was the TV guide. Because you'd get full page ads for movies and beautiful women.

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Fucking up the TV guide was a hangable offence, since our TV was pre recorded and edited to cut out the news, and anything not G rated, you needed the TV guide to keep track of what you were missing out on. As an aside, gay black men forum of the most surreal moments inside was the Superbowl, all these convicts crowded around this caged screen watching a repeat of Blue's Clues - muttering about how the Superbowl was really on.

It was like even though they couldn't watch it, they wanted to be a part of a national, communal activity. Two the ultimate gay search later they replayed the Superbowl, with the ads and half time show gay black men forum out - no one watched it. How fucking weird is that? So yeah, I got side tracked while talking about the TV Guide. The keeper of the TV Guide would be whoever scored it out of a mail bag.

Usually the guy on mail duty. And after a few weeks, you'd ask, as nicely as possible, preferebly with a gift of candy, if you could take a look, gay black men forum maybe later, in return for smokes - you'd cut something out. I cut out a half page ad for The Gay black men forum Boleyn Girl. Actually, i'll find it an post it here. Now you think about the shit you can get with just three clicks from here.

You can hit up one of the porn boards and be jerking warsaw gay leather bar in minutes. You'd probably even not jerk off to soft core porn, because just a few clicks away, you could see some whore being cranked by 9 guys and getting glazed with cum. I guess gay black men forum the real world, where life is mundane and boring - you need those fantasies of dark sexual shit to keep you going.

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You don't want it in your head. So no matter what you were like before, inside, you try and escape in your head to places that are good and just You go from having elaborate rape fantasies to having sweet, candle lit intimacy fantasies.

Sounds gay, but it's true gay black men forum most guys inside I think. It changes the way you think about women. When I went inside, I was full of bitterness over the gay doctor sex male of my kid leaving, I felt like my sister had betrayed me, so I left her - and I thought of some of the girl's I'd mmen in my life and felt like they were pathetic sluts.

But inside, I would have given anything to know just one of them loved me - and when I say love, I don't mean like, Gay canary islands want to marry them, or that kind of passionate, movie love.

Just that they'd consent to being intimate with me. I don't think I mentioned it before, gay black men forum I spent a few months inside under the impression that I'd been infected with hepatitis - thankfully I wasn't, but that really gqy this need for intimacy, because I felt like, even once I got out, a woman would never touch me again. I should note too - there is a long gay black men forum conspiracy theory inside that the boss' put something in the blak that numbs arousal.

The usual response to this is 'if so, why gay black men forum you still jacking off to your mom? Are you still at that motel? I 'm back at my own place. Cable was disconnected while I was gone but I can get wireless.

Place smells so fucking bad because the power was cut, fridge defrosted, and the inside kind of looks like someone died in there. It's better than gay black men forum men's shelter though where most parolees end up.

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Strangely, I'm pretty gay black men forum the place has been broken into, probably several times, but they only took DVDs. I suspect my ex-[girlfriend] might have been living here while I was inside. But seriously this fridge looks like it's been stewing in mould for about a century.

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As blacck is, I've wheeled the fucker outside. It's gay black men forum, and a little embarrasing, but I'd graduated a college before going away.

The offical term for it is 'administrative segregation' or ad seg, or the dungeon. Our was a low, hexagonal building with no exits and gay black men forum entry, through a wire fenched tunnel. Inside your cell, which about two, three feet smaller than a normal cell and forun as narrow as gay furry porn pictures door, you have two doors, one in out into the main room where the boss' have access to the other six room, and the other door to a fenced yard no more than three paces across from corner to corner.

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That door would unlock for an hour, than a light would come on telling you to go back inside, than you might get one or gay black men forum more hours a day if gay black men forum need to hold another convict in your cell before transfer, or before being taken to infirmary. But you never see another human the whole time. Standard time in ad seg was three days to a week. Longer for the most serious infractions.

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Big gay hard cock pics first time in solitary was during a mass transfer, which is when gay black men forum pen would be filled with extra inmates from another pen over night before being moved on.

I was there for three days. The first day wasn't so bad. In the beginning, I thought 'this is interesting' at least. And I kind of enjoyed being alone. I jacked off a lot. The second gay black men forum, I read the bible. Which is the only book allowed in ad seg. I began to imagine I'd been forgotten about, and I started to panic.

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